006: Sometimes…

Sometimes, in life, you make horrible horrible mistake.

Or choices.

And you wish you could turn back time and change everything. But the truth remains. You can’t.

One of my best friends was sleeping with another guy, even though she has a boyfriend already. Yes, she made a horrible horrible mistake. And I made a horrible mistake for telling her off. Well, at least I’m being honest.

If you’re my best friend, you have my honesty. No hiding behind the bushes.

And now she’s worried that she might get a STI.

Good.

Humans are stupid. Naive and stupid.

When they’re in love, they lose all their senses and they become mentally challenged! Their brain doesn’t work. Their mind is gone.

Whatever!

The point is, we all know that having unprotective sex with a stranger, regardless of how good looking he is, or how sweet is his talking, is wrong. Because all those sweet talk, and the love and care that he shows you at that very sexual moment vanish into thin air after the sex! That, my friend, is the truth.

003: The Alcohol

It’s 3am on a Sunday morning and here I am writing this blog instead of in bed cuddling Hugh. We just got home from Amanda’s 21st and it was a blast. A true, real party I say. 6 bottles of vodka, 13 people in black and a whole load of fun.

And now I can’t sleep. I’ve been tossing and turning in bed with my brain spinning 20 rounds a second and my head feels like 20 kg weight. Ugh! Kill me.

Not wanting to wake Hugh up, I decided to talk to my blog, rather than continue to toss and turn in bed.

Ok, let’s talk about me. Who the hell am I?

I’m Marvis (of course it’s not a real name), I’m 26 this year, and I lost my parents when I was 19. I lived with my grandmother until 23 and decided to move out. People tell me that I’m a very reserved and quiet person. I don’t easily trust people, so I’d prefer to get to know you better before I feel comfortable telling you about myself. Some people call me a pessimist but I believe that I am just a believer that life is unfair. Life sucks, and that’s the truth, and whatever people say, at the end of the day, they don’t really care about you. It’s all part of life’s drama.

Hmm..

I’d better stop here.

G’night, world.

002: Where is God?

There was a discussion about God at work.

Like I actually care.

I am still pretty new to the office and I don’t see a need for me to join in the discussion even though I am part of their team. I am getting along pretty well with most of them, but the topic of God just isn’t something I’d love to talk about with people I don’t quite know.

Is there God in the first place?

It’s all rubbish – that God answers every prayer, that He has His reason for not granting you your wish. Rubbish.

If you want it, you work for it.

The truth is that, REALITY IS GOD.

Yeah yeah yeah, I’m a sinner and I’ll go to hell for not believing in God – I trust that many of you have heard more than I had in my past 26 years on Earth.

Let’s get this straight – are we living in our current life or for our after life? If after life is so important, why don’t we just die right when we’re born? Then we wouldn’t have sinned!

It’s rubbish.

Back to reality, work has been quite good but life is getting a tiny bit dull. Get up, shower, breakfast, kiss Hugh good bye, work, lunch, work, finish work, dinner with Hugh, occassionally we take a stroll around the city, otherwise, we catch a movie, (blog) sleep and the routine continues.

I need to get a life this weekend. It’s Amanda’s 21st! Definitely looking forward to that.

Good night, world.