010: Choices + Choices = Life

Ever since I started this blog, I’ve gotten a few emails, but only from two people so far. It’s nice and warm to receive a comment and an email every once in a while, and it’s surprising as well noting that I don’t go around reading others’ blog a lot, and I don’t know how people manage to find my blog either.

I was going through a forum and read someone’s post about others judging him just because he’s single, and still a virgin at age 19. Honestly, the culture is so screwed up it’s making all these young people worry about things they shouldn’t have.Love comes naturally, so does sex. There’s the chemistry, the drive, and the feelings to it. If it’s not your time yet, it’s not. You can be jealous and all but hey, do you want a crap relationship or one that you can cherish, one that you can hold on dear to?

I got into two relationships before. The first one lasted for a month, because I was a lousy boyfriend. It was my fault really cos I didn’t bother keeping in touch and such. I was the a*sehole. The second one was just… let’s just say it was more of a fun thing.

And both the relationship was before I realised that I was gay.

For over 5 years, I was single and I had no sex. But hey, I’m still me! Whatever it is, afterall, in the end, you know, I’m still me. I guess all these self-doubts when you think about your weaknesses too much. You ought to think about things you are good at.